| One day I will be very old and I will love waking up really early in a way that I can't understand while I am still young.
It is August now, and I am feeling grateful for many things.
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| Things have stopped feeling sparkly to me and I wonder if this is because I practically never smoke weed anymore, or if it is because I live in a house where my thoughts are always being interrupted, or because the only time I really challenge myself anymore is when I work out. Another possibility is that I have changed the way I listen to music. It's really stupid to reach a point where you don't know how to grow anymore as a person. I don't feel sad. In fact, I think I mostly feel really happy. But I do feel cooped up.
I'm going to Texas in a few days, but I will be back. When I was younger, I thought that Texas was my least favorite state but I'm willing to give it a chance again. I am more open minded now than I was when I was younger (even though it sometimes feels the other way around).
I have finally figured out the meaning of this chocolate chip pancake year. I figure out the meanings of some years really quickly. Last year I figured it out only a few days in and it was such a great year. Some years I don't know the meaning until the end. This year I figured it out a little more than halfway through.
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| I tried to use liquid eye liner and it made me look like my eyes were bleeding. I feel very sad that I spent $7 on it.
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| One time in my life that I would go back to would be when I first learned how to read. I can't exactly remember what it was like but I think I was always feeling like, "Fuck yeah! I can read!!" and the whole world was different.
If you want to know something about me, I wear cheap perfume and I bought it with a gift card. I'm not exactly proud of this fact but I'm also not not proud of it.
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| I would really like to move out of this apartment. |
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