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Name: Meghan
Birthday: 8/8/1988
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Saturday, November 28, 2009

Here is a tip for when you are considering things you might do. If you see a place where plants can't grow, then humans should not be trying to grow there either. I have a plant that once had red, spiral leaves and grew very low to the soil. It almost died last year because I couldn't give it any sun. But it came back from the brink of death and it became a whole new plant! Now it's leaves are so green and it is growing tall and reaches up so much higher than the soil. You would barely even recognize it. I think it finally beleives in itself. It stays with my mom.

I have another plant that almost died and now my heart bursts when I see it's new leaf. My friend is always singing this song and somewhere hidden in it there is a little line that says "if I can kill it then I can make it grow". I don't think the song is about plants but sometimes I sing that part when I look at my little plants in the window sill. I miss my plants that have died but I will not forget them. (One awesome cactus, a vanilla plant, another orchid whose name I never knew, and a little tree. The vanilla plant hurt the most because it was the first plant I ever loved. The cactus hurt the second most because I dropped it in the snow while I was moving so I knew it died because of an action of mine, not just from bad circumstances). I want to grow so many plants because I know my heart will keep bursting when they do surprising things. Sometimes though, it really really hurts to have to watch them wilt but it is still worth it to grow them. 


Saturday, August 01, 2009

One day I will be very old and I will love waking up really early in a way that I can't understand while I am still young.

It is August now, and I am feeling grateful for many things.


Tuesday, July 07, 2009

Things have stopped feeling sparkly to me and I wonder if this is because I practically never smoke weed anymore, or if it is because I live in a house where my thoughts are always being interrupted, or because the only time I really challenge myself anymore is when I work out. Another possibility is that I have changed the way I listen to music. It's really stupid to reach a point where you don't know how to grow anymore as a person. I don't feel sad. In fact, I think I mostly feel really happy. But I do feel cooped up.

I'm going to Texas in a few days, but I will be back. When I was younger, I thought that Texas was my least favorite state but I'm willing to give it a chance again. I am more open minded now than I was when I was younger (even though it sometimes feels the other way around).

I have finally figured out the meaning of this chocolate chip pancake year. I figure out the meanings of some years really quickly. Last year I figured it out only a few days in and it was such a great year. Some years I don't know the meaning until the end. This year I figured it out a little more than halfway through.



Saturday, July 04, 2009

I tried to use liquid eye liner and it made me look like my eyes were bleeding. I feel very sad that I spent $7 on it.


Wednesday, April 15, 2009

One time in my life that I would go back to would be when I first learned how to read. I can't exactly remember what it was like but I think I was always feeling like, "Fuck yeah! I can read!!" and the whole world was different.

If you want to know something about me, I wear cheap perfume and I bought it with a gift card. I'm not exactly proud of this fact but I'm also not not proud of it.



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